practice what you preach...

lately I just don't care. I don't care about who's party you got drunk at last night, who's pregnant, who's cheating on who, or who's talking about me behind my back. Truth is, EVERY single one of your friends talk about you behind your back. No matter how much you think you trust them, they will do anything to fit in- WELCOME TO LUGOFF! So save your worries for the real things in life.....like getting through college and getting your own place to stay. Being carefree feels so much better than worrying about all the crazy things here in lugoff.....so, hello new attitude. <3

if I fall, baby let me down easy.

It was the first time we went to the beach together, walking in the sand at night. Your arm slipped around my waist and your warm lips kissed my forehead. The waves sound so pretty and the city lights are getting dim. I love the way you smell, it's so familiar to me now. I've always wanted something like this, but I never thought it would be with you. You hurt me worse than anyone ever has, two years ago. But deep inside my heart I knew I loved you. Five and a half months later after taking that risk I've trusted and loved you with all my heart. I love the times we have. I love how well you know me. And thank you, for being everything I need, thank you for being different and thank you for being the best I could ever ask for. I love you.

haven't done this in a while hellurrrrrrrrrrrr.

well, new semester.

new people and a new start!

kinda exciteddddd.

but all i think about anymore is college and it kinda of scares me.

:-*

i gave up on the whole 365 thing. i don't have that much time ha. & i don't really like the idea of everyone knowing my life, day by day. i'm happy, my grades are great & im getting more and more excited about college. i love my boyfriend to death and i've finally found myself. that's really all you need to know. (:

DAY28&29

stayed home to go to the doctor, i'm sick.

but lately, i've been noticing the little things in life that make me smile. life is good <3

DAY27

i'm so happy, i could get used to this. (:



this is to you- trashhh.

Taylor brown, i love you- you're a great friend.. and you and jacob are SO cuute!  <3

we have became great friends, and i just wanna' thankyou for always being there for me, and listening to me when i'm down.  from: sammmmmy!


ahh yeah, i dare you to dislike this one..

DAY25&26

ohh monday...

"Anyone who does not love does not know God, because God is love."

-1 John 4:8



DAY24

this blog thing is getting boring.

today was sooooo much fun. deep talks with mrs. starr are the best. <3

i'm so happy.

DAY23

hey ya'lllllllll (family guy voice).

today was alright. it poured all day, work was cancelled, and i got my hair done. it's not orange anymore yaaaayyyy. then went to the ring ceremony, congradulations johnny boy!

for some reason, i had time to think when i layed my head down to go to bed last night. to clear my mind and sort things out. i pray every night for mr. brad bryant. zack used to be my best friend but we've kind of grown apart. i just want to let you know, i'm here buddy.

we take the smallest things for granted. like waking up in the morning. or moving our legs to walk, or even breathing on our own. we act like we deserve all that, but we dont, at all. so use your abilities to help out someone else that isnt as fortunate as you.....

and lastly, last night when i was at jake's we had a really deep conversation about actions meaning way more than words. i'm glad he understands me. you could tell someone you 'care' until you're blue in the face, but the way you assure or PROVE to that person is through actions, isn't that right? so girls, watch your death stares, rolling your eyes, flipping the bird- because it says a lot about you, without you even saying a word.

ah, that felt good.

DAY22

"just stop & look around, you're exactly where you need to be."

click this.

DAY21

thank God for voting....NO SCHOOL!

to do list for today:

1. go to the gym.
2. baseball fields with my baby.
3. wash my car.
4. schedule hair appt.
5. just, breathe.

you make me feel alive.

listen to this.

j.s.m.



DAY19&20.

scream acres, trick or treating, being lazy & watching hot tub time machine, playing baseball with jake & mr. bryan, then to top it all off- a surprise date to outback. (: -and almost a surprise trip to the hospital....haha. i love my life.

DAY18

that's a big smile. you can thank my wonderful parents for that.

i love my momma and daddy so much.

DAY17

i'm so glad i've got what i've been wanting for two whole years.

everything that you are, is beautiful. thank you. <3

please, listen.

DAY16

"yeah, call it how i see ya. wish i neva met ya, wouldnt wanna be ya." -wayne.

this made my day, thanks sammy, i love you!

 

DAY15

lately things have been really slow & stressful. and today was the first day i actually stopped and thought, time to grow up. you may not think i need to make changes, but i am.

listen to this.

no matter what, i can always count on that guy up there to shelter me from the mean words and dirty looks, hating someone gets you no where in life and i'm lucky to have someone to keep me focused, thanks baby. my best friend, my boyfriend.

DAY14

rain, rain, go away. come again another day.

DAY13

today i spent the day being lazy with sammy & mrs.starr. then finally saw my boyfriend. :)

- by the way, i love my momma and daddy. they're the best.